..as I promissed myself I would.
Told you it is over and that I am out.
Not sure what I achieved and what was that I wanted to achieve.
I suppose I have achieved something: that my energy is freed from you, even it is still entagled in thoughts around you.. in trying to make some sense out of everything that I have participated in..
..my heart is broken and in pieces.. I am aware of that.. i am also aware since we work together there is no way to avoid seeing you.. which is complicating all of this..
and how can I ignore you and how can I rebuild my broken dignity..