you is so not easy..

So I am doing what I can, and I opened to other man in my life.. and let them come closer to me..

In two days will go on a date.. with someone who seems good enough.. even I am so painfully aware, he is NOT you.

No one is you.. and there is no other like YOU.

Am I doing wrong towards this person.. I know all I will see in my mind is you, your eyes, your hands, your kisses, your touches..


But I have to.. I have to try your method, that when you go home to your woman, it helps not to think of me..

I hope this helps me too..


I don’t want to admit I miss you like crazy.. your 2 weeks holiday is far way too long….