without one..

Just, how you handled it, hurt me.

I want you out of my system for a while. but here you are. I wake up and you are all over my veins.. and my brain..

how to take you out of there?

I am trying this by typing these words here. Hoping something will click and I will be free, free form you.


But if I look into myself, all I see is how every single cell in my body is crying for you.. for a hug, or a kiss, or anything.

A sweet word, a smile, a confirmation that we are not over. or that we will not be over.

When my rational part knows we never even were.

Cause I obviously want more. But it will never going to be happening.